Hic Hic Hic

Its funny how even my CT knew my observation with my NIE sup is today instead of next week. *chuckle* my CT was very nice about it when I asked her when she wanted to do her first formal ob with me, so she say might as well make it today... and she was like... 'dun tink abt it.. and get ur composure rite...' when i showed her my worried look when i informed her about my NIE sup. My fellow trainee colleagues couldn't believe what i've just done.... *sigh*

Hiccups during my class where my CT is doing the observation. Can you believe it? FOUR a/c power point sockets, and according to my AVA rep of the class, none has been activated for use?!?! Gosh!!! I was in a bit of shock as I required the power supply to run my notebook... well, finally things got going when the rep went to borrow a multipurpse plug while i struggle to teach with the whiteboard initially. Resultant feedback from my CT: you move around too much when you teach, trying to set up the notebook etc.... at first i thot i messed it up, but she gave constructive feedback and i was quite relieved.... i'm not too sure what would have happened if it was my nie sup instead!!! gosh...

Had indian rojak with my frens in school today. It is rare for me to join them cos i dun usually eat in school. either too engrossed with work.. or too grossed out by the food there. *chuckle* must save money to pay the additional income tax mah... ;) actually the reason why i joined them today.. was more because i was feeling really stressed... see, when i'm stressed,... i..... just... eat without using my brains.. just like wat i did after i received my sup's call yest.... time to eat and eat.... but its nice to join them i realizre... can't imagine how they can have lunch in that canteen everyday!!!! well, den again, i'm the oddball who doesn't do that.. lol

2 1/2 weeks into the school.... and what kind of teacher have i portrayed myself to be? a smiley, can't control the class, whom i can be cheeky with and challenge, and if anything happens, she'll just shout at me CHER.... not quite something i wanted to bring myself across as... but apparently., that is the case now. let's hope this can help me build the RITE kind of rapport for the next few weeks? *fingers-crossed* meanwhile, i will have to think how to put up a show for my NIE sup... sighz...