its a 'so-so' day. strange. shldn't be... but i just feel so-so. :)

church in the morning. worship was.. urm.. quite good i tink. i'm sometimes worshipping, sometimes 'distracted'? but den again, how does one 'define' worship while one is a musician? having to multi-task.. istn't really that easy.. hmm... i mean, u've gotta watch out for the worship leader, u've gotta watch the band... u've gotta blend in with the rest of the band... u've gotta think ahead... u've gotta pay attention to what is being spoken by the leader... its not the typical 'i can close my eyes and focus only on God"... tt's a luxury. its always having to balance... i dun get the 'i feel so good' during the worship feeling one might experience.. so its.. 'so-so' feeling. is that anything wrong with that?

following service was a fairly long *chuckles* meeting in prep for the cambodia trip next week. still not excited. wat's wrong with me? *chuckles* maybe i just need to be there again? maybe its been too long since i was there? each time i go back, the sense of excitement decreases. it becomes a 'norm'. is there anything wrong with that too?

supposed to practise treading water with E. But meeting ended late. plus the heavy rain tt followed.

met up w sandfly much later than planned because of the heavy rain. went to support ADW for his launch of his CD at the esplanade openair theatre. music was fantastic. that boy has gotten really good musicians on his band!! if only i'm half as good. oh well... thou shall not covert. lol

bumped into my nie music frens at the esplanade. nice. :) had 'supper' w sandfly at thai express then. hmm... i realize i really like thai food!! more and more!! gosh.. but they are so spicy... :(

so wats up for the next few days? need to get visa done, hope to squeeze sometime to prac treading water, meeting more frens for dinner, watch the vcds/dvds i've accumulated, get the scuba thing SETTLED, aiya.. dun wanna tink oredi. getting confused.

*yawnz* shall go and clear more mails now... its a ... so-so day.. wats wrong w me? lol