Monday, May 03, 2004

its a quiet morning...

i juz came down from my doing invigilation. the entire school is having its english mid-year today.... as i was coming down.. there was a strange feeling... *chuckle*.. the school is unusually quiet.. devoid of the sounds it usually contains... voices of teachers teaching... scolding.. shouting.... voices of students... sounds produced by all sorts of activities from students like tapping on the window pane etc... its a strangely quiet morning i'm not used to in this school...

early this morn.... one of my students really melted my heart. I got a little envelop sitting on my table. in it was a note from her, and a little red pen with my surname done up on it using some kind of threading.... my heart melted.... juz as i was feeling wat i felt last nite.. now... *sob*

these are the little things that makes me smile... i'm really touched and happy.... y do i allow things that not worthy to affect me so much too? i was juz talking to my brother yest. and i concluded that i have a foolish heart. so foolish that i can be a complete idiot even if i may be 'smart' enough to think and rationalize. its so sad that i allow small things to distract...

ooh!! i juz got a call from the VP from XXX. i'm confirmed joining them!!! and the VP spoke to me, asking me to join them for the SIF trip to Sarawak!! This is so exciting!! Becoz one of the things i wanna bring into the school i'll be posted to is to bring students out of Singpaore to do community service work, to see the world out there, to see others' needs and realize how blesseed we are... but now i dun have to push for it!! cos they are doing it!! YIPPEES!! Its like a dream come thro.... :) Such happines *smile*

oopps.. too excited typing now my wrist hurts... :(