All by myself.....

to esplanade.... all by myself.... (to the tune of the song 'All by myself". *chuckles*

that's not a bad thing!! well... see, i've been stuck all day waiting for my fren visiting from Indonesia to call, but he did not, so i felt... *bleah* as if the entire day has been wasted at home.. well.. at the same time, i wanted to go down for my second flipside performance at the esplanade... featuring E-Tree (neva heard of them before, but the review of the fusion band sounds interesting enough)... it was a pretty last minute decision... i cldn't get anyone to accompany me.. so i decided to just... gear up and go down to the esplanade on my own. :)

i'm glad i did that. if i remain at home, i tink i'll be bored to death. being out on my own also has a greater significance. well, its been a while since i've gone out to town to 'hang out' on my own. its nice... walkng on my own... looking at pple.. tinking... yeah.. tinking.. there's no one to have to pay attention to.. no one to entertain... no one to be distracted by... i'm not saying i'm gonna be a loner from henceforth. i LOVE people... its just that.. i'm glad i manage to go out, 'hang out' on my own.. because.. chances are, i'd like to do more of that in the future... :) be more independent... too blessed with people in my life sometimes i've forgotten that. :) maybe the only boring part would be during the interval between the sets of performance... it was.. boring.. din help i did not bring anything to read.

i thot i might find some time off to tink.. and talk to God... but... i've drifted so far... i dun even really noe how sometimes... as i mentioned to my brother.. maybe i hv to relearn to look at things from a wider perspective. i dunno.. just have to see how...

hmmm.... i wonder how many people will be comfortable 'hanging out' with themselves... i'm not talking about performing tasks alone.. buying bedsheets from town etc... not sure.... maybe i'm too much a people-person. :)