been busy busy busy....
busy with teaching in SP, tuition... preparing for lessons again, reading essays...
its been a while since i've been teaching, so its pretty draining. nid to adjust back again. in fact, i've been so tired i hvn't been practising my piano!!
there are many challenges in teaching in SP. the main one is sustaining the interest for 3-hr classes. 2-hr ones are fine. but 3-hr ones are really challenging, for both students and myself. so am tinking really hard wat to do... haiya...
other than that, am beginning to prepare for a performance for TTSH's Art of Healing program on 6 Jun. Will be working w JJ. Just jammed with her earlier on. did mainly classical pieces during jam. first time i ever do classical duet w violin. its pretty kewl.. tho i was killing myself with all that sight-reading. ha ha...will prolly tink more tis week wat we can perform.
another opp came by and closed... someone from an org contacted me earlier tis wk regarding a performance for a product launch. even talked abt renting a grand piano and all.. but alas.. i just got email tt the event has been called off.. haiz...
but my days ahead are all in God's hands... :)
Friday, April 25, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
absolutely fruitful day
i just returned from vietnam on sun evening. it was a fantastic trip. God showed FM and i many stuff... and we are grateful.
since our return, i basically crashed on sun. and mon.. was so fruitful! there were many things lining up to be worked on after the trip and i hv successfully started work on them.
1. called up SP to confirm TT.
2. called up to make dental appt. yeah. i'll be wearing braces.
3. call up piano tuner to make appt.
The above are all linked to impt new stuff coming up in my life!
4. made appt to meet ana, david AND felicia today.
On top of that, i went for two tuition assignments. Practised 1.5 hr of piano.
And just before i left for my tuition assignments, hem msged me tt my website is almost ready! so i took a look at it. Wow! Den inspired, in the night, i re-registered for myspace account (i dunno how my previous acc got terminated?) and loaded some pics of my previous performances. Tink Colin's gonna help me out a bit on my website at a later stage. I really owe him a big one man!
So.... I'm really satisfied with what had been done yest... Next two days will be occupied too. Who says freelancers are free? We just get to wake up later more often than others. :P
since our return, i basically crashed on sun. and mon.. was so fruitful! there were many things lining up to be worked on after the trip and i hv successfully started work on them.
1. called up SP to confirm TT.
2. called up to make dental appt. yeah. i'll be wearing braces.
3. call up piano tuner to make appt.
The above are all linked to impt new stuff coming up in my life!
4. made appt to meet ana, david AND felicia today.
On top of that, i went for two tuition assignments. Practised 1.5 hr of piano.
And just before i left for my tuition assignments, hem msged me tt my website is almost ready! so i took a look at it. Wow! Den inspired, in the night, i re-registered for myspace account (i dunno how my previous acc got terminated?) and loaded some pics of my previous performances. Tink Colin's gonna help me out a bit on my website at a later stage. I really owe him a big one man!
So.... I'm really satisfied with what had been done yest... Next two days will be occupied too. Who says freelancers are free? We just get to wake up later more often than others. :P
Friday, February 22, 2008
when you are attached...
sometimes saying no to something u'll used to jump at is what you have to do...
i just got an interesting lobang from AG on msn. $100 for dressing up nice and ushering awardees up and down the stage for a corporate function held in a posh hotel.
Reasons y i can and shld take tis up:
1. i'm an experience junkie (this itself is the most valid and fundamental reason).
2. i own a nice long black dress that 'under-worn'. and black dress is the dress code.
3. i happen to 'fit the bill'. i tink they wan tall peeps.
4. i dun hv anything concrete planned (with the exception of hanging out with FM. this itself is the one of the two most important reasons i had to say no.)
i called FM to hear his comments. he sounded hesitant. he thot the money was too little for the hours clocked in. (for me its the experience). it sounds bimbotic to him. (it is, den again, i'm an experience junkie). but he's a sweetie. when i kindof sound like i really wanna do it, he said i could.
tis is when the application of 'when you are attached ...sometimes saying no to something u'll used to jump at is what you have to do...' takes place. its not easy. but life's like that. u get involved with someone, u no longer live for urself. there are sacrifices that need to be made. this is not huge. but tis is not wat i'd NORMALLY hv done. in any case, i do want to spend the time with him, esp after a long week.
life has changed....
i just got an interesting lobang from AG on msn. $100 for dressing up nice and ushering awardees up and down the stage for a corporate function held in a posh hotel.
Reasons y i can and shld take tis up:
1. i'm an experience junkie (this itself is the most valid and fundamental reason).
2. i own a nice long black dress that 'under-worn'. and black dress is the dress code.
3. i happen to 'fit the bill'. i tink they wan tall peeps.
4. i dun hv anything concrete planned (with the exception of hanging out with FM. this itself is the one of the two most important reasons i had to say no.)
i called FM to hear his comments. he sounded hesitant. he thot the money was too little for the hours clocked in. (for me its the experience). it sounds bimbotic to him. (it is, den again, i'm an experience junkie). but he's a sweetie. when i kindof sound like i really wanna do it, he said i could.
tis is when the application of 'when you are attached ...sometimes saying no to something u'll used to jump at is what you have to do...' takes place. its not easy. but life's like that. u get involved with someone, u no longer live for urself. there are sacrifices that need to be made. this is not huge. but tis is not wat i'd NORMALLY hv done. in any case, i do want to spend the time with him, esp after a long week.
life has changed....
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
i made a difference in someone's life!!
Just a little bit. But its so kewl it made my day. My honors classmate Wai2 texted me yest to announce he's getting married and was sending out invites. So I asked him who the lucky gal was. His reply was:
"Tks. Its someone i met on yep, which you sent me to. So i should thank you in a way. Not to worry, you are with hons class ppl table. pls sms me your address."
It brought back memories of my encouraging to go try out some other stuff, go see other cultures and see how he could help ppl from other countries. I remembered talking to him abt it in the honors room. I remembered persuading him when we were doing our field research in melaka. I remembered helping him with the contact with my fren for the trip. that was maybe 5 / 6 yrs back. neva thot today.... WOW... i'm SO HAPPY!! *grins* I just hope he noes Jesus too!!
Anyway, speaking of 'flashbacks', here's an account of another person's flashback involving me! Another one i heard today that makes me smile. Its quite farnie.
I was having dinner with FM. We were talking abt his work and he mentioned his working out the MTP for the graduating levels. And he told me he remembered this episode tt occurred last year (which i have no recollection).
"It was MTP for S4E/5 2007. I was asked for by a parent. As i was teaching another lvl den, a prefect had to go get me. So according to FM, he was on his way from the hall to the staffroom, and i was at the lockers outside the staffroom on the way to the hall. He saw me, signaled to me that my presence was requested in the hall. I nodded back in response to signal i noe and was on my way there and smiled back."
My next response was... you noticed me then oredi!! ha ha.. and he said yeah... that's pretty farnie. its farnie how things in life turns out...
FINALLY, the most recent saga in my life is : to wear braces or not. ppl ard me hv been bugging me. my sis 'scared' me. my mom's nagging at me. mommy es says go and do it. FM's agreeable. oh gosh.....
"Tks. Its someone i met on yep, which you sent me to. So i should thank you in a way. Not to worry, you are with hons class ppl table. pls sms me your address."
It brought back memories of my encouraging to go try out some other stuff, go see other cultures and see how he could help ppl from other countries. I remembered talking to him abt it in the honors room. I remembered persuading him when we were doing our field research in melaka. I remembered helping him with the contact with my fren for the trip. that was maybe 5 / 6 yrs back. neva thot today.... WOW... i'm SO HAPPY!! *grins* I just hope he noes Jesus too!!
Anyway, speaking of 'flashbacks', here's an account of another person's flashback involving me! Another one i heard today that makes me smile. Its quite farnie.
I was having dinner with FM. We were talking abt his work and he mentioned his working out the MTP for the graduating levels. And he told me he remembered this episode tt occurred last year (which i have no recollection).
"It was MTP for S4E/5 2007. I was asked for by a parent. As i was teaching another lvl den, a prefect had to go get me. So according to FM, he was on his way from the hall to the staffroom, and i was at the lockers outside the staffroom on the way to the hall. He saw me, signaled to me that my presence was requested in the hall. I nodded back in response to signal i noe and was on my way there and smiled back."
My next response was... you noticed me then oredi!! ha ha.. and he said yeah... that's pretty farnie. its farnie how things in life turns out...
FINALLY, the most recent saga in my life is : to wear braces or not. ppl ard me hv been bugging me. my sis 'scared' me. my mom's nagging at me. mommy es says go and do it. FM's agreeable. oh gosh.....
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
already done bulk of the 'visiting' on CNY eve
today's CNY eve. tis morn i got up at 5 plus am again (have been waking up at 8tish, 9nish) to go back to sch to visit my ex-colleagues (inspired by dinner with some of them) and see some of the students who are still in school.(the first batch i've been thro since they were S1 has graduated. soon, no students in the sch will noe me.)
the CNY program was... well, usual (i noe a lot of efforts' gone into it), hving been thro 3 of them. but it was great to catch up with pple i used to work with, mull thro tiring times with, laugh abt silly jokes... a quick list of pple i've spoken w: haz, sok hoon, nair, hui cheng, cik zulaika, lian, colleen, deepa, janet (tr aide), anguila, ad ong, tess, intan, audrey, en chee, 3b1'07, mrs tay bee kee, mrs judy wong, mdm poon, puspha, some geog (and non-geog students of '07 batch) ... said quick hi to huihuang, tang, thomson, jacob,peck hoon, ... pple i missed cos they've left or taking break include mrs aw, marilyn, baljeet, mildred....
its really nice to be in touch... :)
every yr, the guzheng tuan performed. tis yr, without fail. i rem last yr, i commented to a certain teacher sitting beside me that, the previous batch's ensemble leader (who usually sits at the foremost section of the set up whom i've taught before and i therefore had encounters with) was no longer there as she has graduated. It felt strange to see the first batch of students i've taught for at least a year, and worked with in performances not there and moving on. I think i teared. This year, once again, the girls i remembered as the seniors and leaders of last yr's group i;ve seen through school concerts no longer there. This happens year after year. But next yr onwards, even if i do visit, it wld no longer hv that nostalgic feeling anymore cos i no longer hv encounters with them. its such a surreal feeling.
after tt, there was a kalimantan 'reunion'. ping's in town, so we all met up for lunch (most of us who are in town).
so tt's so much for my past 11 waking hours. nice... :)
the CNY program was... well, usual (i noe a lot of efforts' gone into it), hving been thro 3 of them. but it was great to catch up with pple i used to work with, mull thro tiring times with, laugh abt silly jokes... a quick list of pple i've spoken w: haz, sok hoon, nair, hui cheng, cik zulaika, lian, colleen, deepa, janet (tr aide), anguila, ad ong, tess, intan, audrey, en chee, 3b1'07, mrs tay bee kee, mrs judy wong, mdm poon, puspha, some geog (and non-geog students of '07 batch) ... said quick hi to huihuang, tang, thomson, jacob,peck hoon, ... pple i missed cos they've left or taking break include mrs aw, marilyn, baljeet, mildred....
its really nice to be in touch... :)
every yr, the guzheng tuan performed. tis yr, without fail. i rem last yr, i commented to a certain teacher sitting beside me that, the previous batch's ensemble leader (who usually sits at the foremost section of the set up whom i've taught before and i therefore had encounters with) was no longer there as she has graduated. It felt strange to see the first batch of students i've taught for at least a year, and worked with in performances not there and moving on. I think i teared. This year, once again, the girls i remembered as the seniors and leaders of last yr's group i;ve seen through school concerts no longer there. This happens year after year. But next yr onwards, even if i do visit, it wld no longer hv that nostalgic feeling anymore cos i no longer hv encounters with them. its such a surreal feeling.
after tt, there was a kalimantan 'reunion'. ping's in town, so we all met up for lunch (most of us who are in town).
so tt's so much for my past 11 waking hours. nice... :)
Monday, February 04, 2008
Friday, February 01, 2008
downloading....
just thot i'll add a quick (but long) update while the other window's downloading some of the pieces in the LTCL list.
its been quite an up and down week....
just sunday, we went on a yacht to celebrate Fel and Mk's engagement. while there, i chatted w DF and heard tt some of my ex-students actually liked me! tt was so nice to hear... so tt was quite an up.
oh, on the same day, FM and i went to take photos with his black metal casing on four wheels cos he's getting a new white metal casing on four wheels too. it was fun....
den a major down. the impending return of my sis finally arrived on the 29th jan. even before that, my mom oredi made physical shifts (even tho her dear princess hvn't even board the plane from the states yet). i was particularly upset cos of how i perceived the favoritism. whilst i noe tt she loves us both a lot, its still painful to hv to leave thro this again and again, the preferential treatment to the other party. it was so painful i cried everyday. i tried ignoring my mom. but tt made it more painful... sigh... usual thots of moving came into the pic. its just a phase i hv to go thro each time she 'returns'. sounds like she's worse than terminator. terminator says "i will be back"... once? hers neva ends... lol...need a miracle...
another down... feel sick again. last two days were so bad. yest i went to FM's place.. just to nap for a couple of hours. ha ha. i guess tt helped in the recovery. i'm feeling better now. still sleepy... but better. strange how u become a sleeping monster when u are sick... i still dun really understd the rationale. (yeah, i noe its for body to recuperate, so it can focus on fighting virus, but to be sleeping all the time... much more than the required 8 hrs/day.. i still dun get it).
got reports from my students who received their O level results. the batch tt i've seen grow from S1 all the way. most of the reports came in with A2s. 50% distinction for pure geog. so i'm happy. i really miss my students. i really miss teaching. a couple of nights ago, i dreamt of talking to some of the gals i taught. i really really missed that.....
speaking of which, my ex-boss tried to entice me (and another fren of mine who left early last year) to return to the system. ex-boss tried to remind me how 'noble' the job is. it is indeed rewarding, minus the award and meritous chasing system, minus the expected altruistic but run in a corporate manner system (how do they come together??). guess wat was used as the carrot? a "to spring up and develop to maturity" / "to increase in size by assimilation of material into the living organism or by accretion of material in a nonbiological process " / "to develop from a parent source " / "to pass into a condition " package. thanks for reminding me that it pays well. and its gonna pay better. whilst i miss the stable income i used to get, i miss the times i spend with my kids more in the past, but i noe if i continue in the system, i'll also end up with less time for them... so i'll give it for a pass for now.. until perhaps i've reached the age where they stop trying to push me to climb.
meanwhile, i've really gotten loads of food... pineapple tarts, bah kwa, prawn rolls, choc cake i baked for FM's bday... but cant consume as fast cos of the cold/flu... ha ha... plus sleeping a lot.. i think i'm putting on pounds AGAIN!
oh oh... and here are the pics of one of the bday treats i gave to FM. he really liked them! :)
this one's my (and his) favorite:
anywayz, tt's the end of this long long post... and let's hope i'll choose the suitable pieces for my LTCL.. and let's hope i'll pass it... *fingers-crossed* + a lot of work coming up.
its been quite an up and down week....
just sunday, we went on a yacht to celebrate Fel and Mk's engagement. while there, i chatted w DF and heard tt some of my ex-students actually liked me! tt was so nice to hear... so tt was quite an up.
oh, on the same day, FM and i went to take photos with his black metal casing on four wheels cos he's getting a new white metal casing on four wheels too. it was fun....
den a major down. the impending return of my sis finally arrived on the 29th jan. even before that, my mom oredi made physical shifts (even tho her dear princess hvn't even board the plane from the states yet). i was particularly upset cos of how i perceived the favoritism. whilst i noe tt she loves us both a lot, its still painful to hv to leave thro this again and again, the preferential treatment to the other party. it was so painful i cried everyday. i tried ignoring my mom. but tt made it more painful... sigh... usual thots of moving came into the pic. its just a phase i hv to go thro each time she 'returns'. sounds like she's worse than terminator. terminator says "i will be back"... once? hers neva ends... lol...need a miracle...
another down... feel sick again. last two days were so bad. yest i went to FM's place.. just to nap for a couple of hours. ha ha. i guess tt helped in the recovery. i'm feeling better now. still sleepy... but better. strange how u become a sleeping monster when u are sick... i still dun really understd the rationale. (yeah, i noe its for body to recuperate, so it can focus on fighting virus, but to be sleeping all the time... much more than the required 8 hrs/day.. i still dun get it).
got reports from my students who received their O level results. the batch tt i've seen grow from S1 all the way. most of the reports came in with A2s. 50% distinction for pure geog. so i'm happy. i really miss my students. i really miss teaching. a couple of nights ago, i dreamt of talking to some of the gals i taught. i really really missed that.....
speaking of which, my ex-boss tried to entice me (and another fren of mine who left early last year) to return to the system. ex-boss tried to remind me how 'noble' the job is. it is indeed rewarding, minus the award and meritous chasing system, minus the expected altruistic but run in a corporate manner system (how do they come together??). guess wat was used as the carrot? a "to spring up and develop to maturity" / "to increase in size by assimilation of material into the living organism or by accretion of material in a nonbiological process " / "to develop from a parent source " / "to pass into a condition " package. thanks for reminding me that it pays well. and its gonna pay better. whilst i miss the stable income i used to get, i miss the times i spend with my kids more in the past, but i noe if i continue in the system, i'll also end up with less time for them... so i'll give it for a pass for now.. until perhaps i've reached the age where they stop trying to push me to climb.
meanwhile, i've really gotten loads of food... pineapple tarts, bah kwa, prawn rolls, choc cake i baked for FM's bday... but cant consume as fast cos of the cold/flu... ha ha... plus sleeping a lot.. i think i'm putting on pounds AGAIN!
oh oh... and here are the pics of one of the bday treats i gave to FM. he really liked them! :)
this one's my (and his) favorite:
anywayz, tt's the end of this long long post... and let's hope i'll choose the suitable pieces for my LTCL.. and let's hope i'll pass it... *fingers-crossed* + a lot of work coming up.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
the (mis)adventures of princess
Chapter 1: "Career"
This has gotta be the most interesting and vexing. Over the past couple of weeks, I've got offers which range from exciting and challenging to the more mundane, from possibly well paid to the most ridiculously below the minimum wage offer.
I'll just mention the two which I deemed really impt, and which i seriously considered. The first is a keyboardist with a band who plays almost every night at a popular entertainment place near the bay which offers various genres of music, and the band plays for a room named after an insect. I met up with the band members (they are not locals) and we got along quite well. (In fact, later i met up with one of them a couple of days later before she went back to her country for a holiday and she termed me as her good friend!) I was excited about how this could really challenge me to work on my music, but the hours were not favorable for my social life. Even so, after much thought and praying about it, i was willing to take it up if some conditions were met. God closed the door however, when the band told me that their agent said they might not be able to get the work permit if they did not register as a full band due to stringent regulations, plus they need to rehearse back in their home country which i couldn't participated in. I wasn't disappointed as I knew I've given it to God and He's in charge. I also wasn't disappointed because I know I did not cringe and hide and choose not to take up the challenge which knowing me, ha ha, its highly possible.
Anywayz, the second opening is completely different from the first I"ve mentioned. Ha ha. Its part time teaching at a local tertiary institution. I went for the interview last tuesday. And I got the job! for a term, continuation will be subjected to performance and student reviews and all. I was informed on Fri morn that I got the job. Though I'll need to get a laptop for that... sigh....
The week leading to making the decisions on the various different openings was not easy as the timing was sort of together but yet not quite making decision making vexing. Thankfully, I know that as long as I submit them unto the Lord He will show me. Even tho I still not noe wat's next, I'm thankful for the journey so far. :) Am I still gonna pursue my dream as a pianist? I'm trying to. I think FM's getting a little worried for me as i seem to be losing steam. Perhaps i am. Perhaps i am just getting more stable. So... we'll see....
Chapter 2: Flu Bugs
It started with the stomach flu bug which hit FM last week. I tried to take care of him. Then, come Saturday the cold flu bug hit me. Actually I wasn't feeling good by Wed. Now i'm still fighting the bug. Not like I'm really fighting. There just aint much i can do. Am just really lethargic. Last night I was kept awake under my covers, perspiring away, but feeling cold at the same time. I was so confused man. To take away the covers (but I'll feel cold! cos i oredi feel cold under the covers) or to remain in it (but I'm perspiring from head to..wherever). Why are the bugs so persistent?!?!
Chapter 3: Past-times
I'm very ill-disciplined. Instead of working HARD at my repertoire, these are the activities that had been keeping me occupied instead:
- tuition
- piano lessons
- F.R.I.E.N.D.S
- chic lit 'Under the duvet'
- FB
- s**ing
- msning
- time with FM
Here, however are the list of activities that I shld be working more on:
- reading the book "The Art of Teaching Piano"
- working out my repertoire
- getting syllabus for the piano diploma
- working on the jazz instructional book and cd
- homework from the voice technique class i've been attending for two weeks (i neva practise wat i learnt... which equates what i learnt to just head knowledge)
- of course, still time with FM.
So, here are the adventures(-mis) i've been getting into... CNY round the corner.... hmm... this time round i'll appreciate the ang baos more than i did the previous years. Healthy accounts balance. HA HA.
This has gotta be the most interesting and vexing. Over the past couple of weeks, I've got offers which range from exciting and challenging to the more mundane, from possibly well paid to the most ridiculously below the minimum wage offer.
I'll just mention the two which I deemed really impt, and which i seriously considered. The first is a keyboardist with a band who plays almost every night at a popular entertainment place near the bay which offers various genres of music, and the band plays for a room named after an insect. I met up with the band members (they are not locals) and we got along quite well. (In fact, later i met up with one of them a couple of days later before she went back to her country for a holiday and she termed me as her good friend!) I was excited about how this could really challenge me to work on my music, but the hours were not favorable for my social life. Even so, after much thought and praying about it, i was willing to take it up if some conditions were met. God closed the door however, when the band told me that their agent said they might not be able to get the work permit if they did not register as a full band due to stringent regulations, plus they need to rehearse back in their home country which i couldn't participated in. I wasn't disappointed as I knew I've given it to God and He's in charge. I also wasn't disappointed because I know I did not cringe and hide and choose not to take up the challenge which knowing me, ha ha, its highly possible.
Anywayz, the second opening is completely different from the first I"ve mentioned. Ha ha. Its part time teaching at a local tertiary institution. I went for the interview last tuesday. And I got the job! for a term, continuation will be subjected to performance and student reviews and all. I was informed on Fri morn that I got the job. Though I'll need to get a laptop for that... sigh....
The week leading to making the decisions on the various different openings was not easy as the timing was sort of together but yet not quite making decision making vexing. Thankfully, I know that as long as I submit them unto the Lord He will show me. Even tho I still not noe wat's next, I'm thankful for the journey so far. :) Am I still gonna pursue my dream as a pianist? I'm trying to. I think FM's getting a little worried for me as i seem to be losing steam. Perhaps i am. Perhaps i am just getting more stable. So... we'll see....
Chapter 2: Flu Bugs
It started with the stomach flu bug which hit FM last week. I tried to take care of him. Then, come Saturday the cold flu bug hit me. Actually I wasn't feeling good by Wed. Now i'm still fighting the bug. Not like I'm really fighting. There just aint much i can do. Am just really lethargic. Last night I was kept awake under my covers, perspiring away, but feeling cold at the same time. I was so confused man. To take away the covers (but I'll feel cold! cos i oredi feel cold under the covers) or to remain in it (but I'm perspiring from head to..wherever). Why are the bugs so persistent?!?!
Chapter 3: Past-times
I'm very ill-disciplined. Instead of working HARD at my repertoire, these are the activities that had been keeping me occupied instead:
- tuition
- piano lessons
- F.R.I.E.N.D.S
- chic lit 'Under the duvet'
- FB
- s**ing
- msning
- time with FM
Here, however are the list of activities that I shld be working more on:
- reading the book "The Art of Teaching Piano"
- working out my repertoire
- getting syllabus for the piano diploma
- working on the jazz instructional book and cd
- homework from the voice technique class i've been attending for two weeks (i neva practise wat i learnt... which equates what i learnt to just head knowledge)
- of course, still time with FM.
So, here are the adventures(-mis) i've been getting into... CNY round the corner.... hmm... this time round i'll appreciate the ang baos more than i did the previous years. Healthy accounts balance. HA HA.
Monday, January 07, 2008
Divinely planned
today i had a great time watching Beauty World, a local production with Agnes. Why do I say this is divinely planned? Because as Agnes reminded me, today's tickets was the evidence of God's provision and love.
I've always known in my 'head' that God will provide. He will provide our daily needs. But since the quitting of my job, when I'm more 'vulnerable' to phases of "i hv no stable job... i hv no money... my life is messed up... i cant do nice stuff cos i nid to not spend too much... life must be constrained..." i aslo become more aware (when He reminds me through people) of His providence and His love.
I realize that indeed God provides for my needs.
E.g. When Leez was in town two mths back, she was looking for someone to aid her in the transfer of funds. She called her bro, but it wasn't convenient. She was wondering who to call next, and she called me. In the process of getting the funds transferred, she felt led to transfer more for my mission trip to philippines, and that covered beautifully for the outstanding of the trip. other than that , my cambodia and thailand mission trips were also sponsored. over my years of mission trips, only were these trips sponsored (the first time i'm going on a trip without an income since i started work.)
I also realize that God not only provides for my needs, He also provides for my 'wants'. Things that make me 'happy'. Like i mentioned, i thot hving no income means.. cut down in 'pleasure' stuff. but.. He PROVIDED!! showing He cares for my little desires!
E.g. 1 Today's free tickets to Beauty World. Yest Agnes dated me for dinner today. Tis morn, she told me she's got tickets for the musical from a fren. Somehow because we've oredi made an appt for tonight, viola, I got to watch a musical (I LIKE!) that I dun even hv to pay!! Imagine someone with no income watching a musical!! with good seats!!
E.g. 2 In Manila last year, i really really liked an eye glitter i saw @ Bench. It was only 5 SGD. BUT it was OUT OF STOCK. I REALLY REALLY liked it. We went to another "supermall' only to find there's no stock too. I was really bumped. But when Fel, FM and i splitted ways for a while, Fel felt God telling her to go upstairs, where she found another Bench branch WITH THE EYE GLITTER and bought for me. Even tho its 'only SGD5' wow... i was like.. u mean God not only cared for my 'practical' needs.. He cares for the little silly things too!! :P
ALl these divine appts / divinely planned stuff.. just made my day today esp when of late i do get bumped cos of my 'career status'.
Its also nice to be at the other end of these divine appts, being able to bless as well. At Tangs today, FM and I bumped into my sis. We were going to pay for a Daniel Yam gown (On sale!! And i got it just at the last min of the sale.. talk abt divine timing...), she just finished paying for her dress. She was highly stressed abt getting CNY clothes after shopping thro Centrepoint to Tangs and rushing home to take care of my nephews when she bumped into me. She asked me to check out her new dress and i gave her some pointers how she cld make it look better. but basically i just said its good... i din noe how much it meant to her until i got an sms from her later to say... tt she was really glad to meet me to get an assurance abt her dress!! WOW..... divine appt for 'unimportant' stuff.... Does God love us or love us?
ok.. its getting long... but i must blog this.. because ... i'm human.. i may forget.. but His love must neva be forgotten.... thank You Abba.
I've always known in my 'head' that God will provide. He will provide our daily needs. But since the quitting of my job, when I'm more 'vulnerable' to phases of "i hv no stable job... i hv no money... my life is messed up... i cant do nice stuff cos i nid to not spend too much... life must be constrained..." i aslo become more aware (when He reminds me through people) of His providence and His love.
I realize that indeed God provides for my needs.
E.g. When Leez was in town two mths back, she was looking for someone to aid her in the transfer of funds. She called her bro, but it wasn't convenient. She was wondering who to call next, and she called me. In the process of getting the funds transferred, she felt led to transfer more for my mission trip to philippines, and that covered beautifully for the outstanding of the trip. other than that , my cambodia and thailand mission trips were also sponsored. over my years of mission trips, only were these trips sponsored (the first time i'm going on a trip without an income since i started work.)
I also realize that God not only provides for my needs, He also provides for my 'wants'. Things that make me 'happy'. Like i mentioned, i thot hving no income means.. cut down in 'pleasure' stuff. but.. He PROVIDED!! showing He cares for my little desires!
E.g. 1 Today's free tickets to Beauty World. Yest Agnes dated me for dinner today. Tis morn, she told me she's got tickets for the musical from a fren. Somehow because we've oredi made an appt for tonight, viola, I got to watch a musical (I LIKE!) that I dun even hv to pay!! Imagine someone with no income watching a musical!! with good seats!!
E.g. 2 In Manila last year, i really really liked an eye glitter i saw @ Bench. It was only 5 SGD. BUT it was OUT OF STOCK. I REALLY REALLY liked it. We went to another "supermall' only to find there's no stock too. I was really bumped. But when Fel, FM and i splitted ways for a while, Fel felt God telling her to go upstairs, where she found another Bench branch WITH THE EYE GLITTER and bought for me. Even tho its 'only SGD5' wow... i was like.. u mean God not only cared for my 'practical' needs.. He cares for the little silly things too!! :P
ALl these divine appts / divinely planned stuff.. just made my day today esp when of late i do get bumped cos of my 'career status'.
Its also nice to be at the other end of these divine appts, being able to bless as well. At Tangs today, FM and I bumped into my sis. We were going to pay for a Daniel Yam gown (On sale!! And i got it just at the last min of the sale.. talk abt divine timing...), she just finished paying for her dress. She was highly stressed abt getting CNY clothes after shopping thro Centrepoint to Tangs and rushing home to take care of my nephews when she bumped into me. She asked me to check out her new dress and i gave her some pointers how she cld make it look better. but basically i just said its good... i din noe how much it meant to her until i got an sms from her later to say... tt she was really glad to meet me to get an assurance abt her dress!! WOW..... divine appt for 'unimportant' stuff.... Does God love us or love us?
ok.. its getting long... but i must blog this.. because ... i'm human.. i may forget.. but His love must neva be forgotten.... thank You Abba.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
touched.....
today is the post-XT's bday day.... altho in FM's calendar, it is a week-long festival of celebration of the princess' bday. ha ha.
anywayz, this festival came abt bcos i was a little down yest, even tho it was my bday. it was nice. mom cooked mee sua for me. so i had a simple lunch w mom, dad and FM. FM cooked me dun tang! ha ha. it was nice.
but cos both of us kena cold, so we din go out for dinner. plus worship prac was rough and ended REALLY late, and pple in prac din even wish me bday (its no big deal, but i cant help feeling disappointed.) all added up.. made me feel really really blue.... so FM came up with the week long festival thing... ha ha...
anywayz, i was really really touched by FM's sweetness today... i was practising piano and abt to go wash up and go for tuition. halfway thro a piece my mobile rang. i ignored it. after the piece, i saw the missed call from FM. called him back.. and he told me... look out .. and i saw the silhueote of a long limb waving upwards with a bouqeut. i was like HUH?!?!
thanks baby... i'm really really touched by this really really sweet gesture.... anywayz, here's the pic of the frowers that made my day... more like... the sweet act that made my day (even tho i hv to carry that.. uh-hmm for a couple of years.. haiz... ha ha)
oh... den today i had dinner with haz... after a long long time... so... its really nice.. the post-xt's bday-day...
anywayz, this festival came abt bcos i was a little down yest, even tho it was my bday. it was nice. mom cooked mee sua for me. so i had a simple lunch w mom, dad and FM. FM cooked me dun tang! ha ha. it was nice.
but cos both of us kena cold, so we din go out for dinner. plus worship prac was rough and ended REALLY late, and pple in prac din even wish me bday (its no big deal, but i cant help feeling disappointed.) all added up.. made me feel really really blue.... so FM came up with the week long festival thing... ha ha...
anywayz, i was really really touched by FM's sweetness today... i was practising piano and abt to go wash up and go for tuition. halfway thro a piece my mobile rang. i ignored it. after the piece, i saw the missed call from FM. called him back.. and he told me... look out .. and i saw the silhueote of a long limb waving upwards with a bouqeut. i was like HUH?!?!
thanks baby... i'm really really touched by this really really sweet gesture.... anywayz, here's the pic of the frowers that made my day... more like... the sweet act that made my day (even tho i hv to carry that.. uh-hmm for a couple of years.. haiz... ha ha)
oh... den today i had dinner with haz... after a long long time... so... its really nice.. the post-xt's bday-day...
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
mussels with cream sauce....
hmm.... i love seafood...
yest FM n i attempted cooking some new dishes we've neva tried before. here's a pic of wat we cooked up over a couple of hours. (i'm learning from esther, posting up pics, ha ha).
we hv
1. mussels in cream sauce (i anyhow name it. saw this on naked chef or something like that. so anyhow hantum.)
abt 1.5 kg of mussels, washed (they are really cheap at sheng shiong)
.5 cup of white wine
100ml cream
a few stalks of leeks
chopped garlic
3 ounces of butter (tts wat he says, but do i noe ounces? i noe agar agar)
fry chopped garlic in butter. stir in leeks and stir fry for a couple of mins. pour in wine and cook til the alcohol content is gone (use scent technique). pour in cream. simmer for a while. throw in mussels. simmer and stir as and when for 5 mins (he claims, but we stir for longer than that). den VIOLA.... yummy.
2. pasta soup (i coined the name again. our philippines frens gave us some after the worship prac. i asked how its cooked, she just say evaporated milk. so here's a anyhow try shot... which came out to be too milky in FM's opinion)
agar agar amt of black pepper
agar agar amt of chicken meat
1 small carrot, some garlic (i added that in myself. dun rem seeing it in philippines)
1/2 pc of sweet onion (tt's agar agar too)
1 can of evaporated milk (tt's agar agar too)
agar agar amt of butter
salt to taste
agar agar amt of pasta
water
cook pasta separately and drain.
sautee carrot, sweet onion, garlic, meat in butter. pour in milk. den water. i dunno how much. just whack. den salt. den pepper. den pour in cooked pasta. and viola... strange tasting dish.. ha ha
3. fried egg with onion
we ate til we could collapse... i really really like the mussels... :)
yest FM n i attempted cooking some new dishes we've neva tried before. here's a pic of wat we cooked up over a couple of hours. (i'm learning from esther, posting up pics, ha ha).
we hv
1. mussels in cream sauce (i anyhow name it. saw this on naked chef or something like that. so anyhow hantum.)
abt 1.5 kg of mussels, washed (they are really cheap at sheng shiong)
.5 cup of white wine
100ml cream
a few stalks of leeks
chopped garlic
3 ounces of butter (tts wat he says, but do i noe ounces? i noe agar agar)
fry chopped garlic in butter. stir in leeks and stir fry for a couple of mins. pour in wine and cook til the alcohol content is gone (use scent technique). pour in cream. simmer for a while. throw in mussels. simmer and stir as and when for 5 mins (he claims, but we stir for longer than that). den VIOLA.... yummy.
2. pasta soup (i coined the name again. our philippines frens gave us some after the worship prac. i asked how its cooked, she just say evaporated milk. so here's a anyhow try shot... which came out to be too milky in FM's opinion)
agar agar amt of black pepper
agar agar amt of chicken meat
1 small carrot, some garlic (i added that in myself. dun rem seeing it in philippines)
1/2 pc of sweet onion (tt's agar agar too)
1 can of evaporated milk (tt's agar agar too)
agar agar amt of butter
salt to taste
agar agar amt of pasta
water
cook pasta separately and drain.
sautee carrot, sweet onion, garlic, meat in butter. pour in milk. den water. i dunno how much. just whack. den salt. den pepper. den pour in cooked pasta. and viola... strange tasting dish.. ha ha
3. fried egg with onion
we ate til we could collapse... i really really like the mussels... :)
Monday, November 26, 2007
goodbye andies mint choc.... sobs...
they are taking andies choc off the shelves!! or so FM and i hv observed over the past few mths... first they disappeared off ntuc's shelves, den tops / cold storage and other supermarts, den now even the old provision shop near FM's place!! the only place we chanced upon them last was at sheng shiong @ paya lebar.... so we wiped out the entire shelf of the mint and choc flavor, a total of 7 boxes in all... now we are rationing the consumption ... :(
goodbye andies.... *sobs*
meanwhile, i'm nursing a purple toe from a freak accident. not really a freak accident. i was executing the 'haaiyaaaa' karate kick at FM in his kitchen. missed him and hit the metal handle of a cabinet instead.... so now.. its purple and fat... *sobs again*
hai..... ya......
goodbye andies.... *sobs*
meanwhile, i'm nursing a purple toe from a freak accident. not really a freak accident. i was executing the 'haaiyaaaa' karate kick at FM in his kitchen. missed him and hit the metal handle of a cabinet instead.... so now.. its purple and fat... *sobs again*
hai..... ya......
Thursday, November 15, 2007
tis the season to be 'marry'
i just realize tt i've been invited to six weddings over consecutive weeks year end into new year.... is it a coincidence or yr-end season is great for weddings?
24 Nov - Ly-ann
1 & 5 Dec - Mabel
9 Dec - Athena
15 Dec - Alicia
22 Dec - cousin's
1 Jan - Shawn
Must teach more to earn cash for the angbaos... either tt or cut down on christmas prezzies purchases ha ha
24 Nov - Ly-ann
1 & 5 Dec - Mabel
9 Dec - Athena
15 Dec - Alicia
22 Dec - cousin's
1 Jan - Shawn
Must teach more to earn cash for the angbaos... either tt or cut down on christmas prezzies purchases ha ha
Saturday, November 10, 2007
tark tark tark....
i finally owned my very own metronome.
i've learnt piano for over a decade, in fact, coming to two decades. its oredi a miracle i got to learn piano. so since young, we only have an old second hand piano, xerox piano pieces and books for practice. hving a metronome is.... not practical. i've been gauging tempos by 'feel'. finally i bought a metronome of my own. costs me over 50 bucks, the taktell QM2, by Wittner. i figure, since i'm getting serious into music, its time i own this 'basic' piece of equipment...
so.. tark tark tark... here we go....
on a sidenote: its been great to be out of the country for half a month in cambodia and thailand... :) i miss being with pple of other cultures...
i've learnt piano for over a decade, in fact, coming to two decades. its oredi a miracle i got to learn piano. so since young, we only have an old second hand piano, xerox piano pieces and books for practice. hving a metronome is.... not practical. i've been gauging tempos by 'feel'. finally i bought a metronome of my own. costs me over 50 bucks, the taktell QM2, by Wittner. i figure, since i'm getting serious into music, its time i own this 'basic' piece of equipment...
so.. tark tark tark... here we go....
on a sidenote: its been great to be out of the country for half a month in cambodia and thailand... :) i miss being with pple of other cultures...
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
die... bug... DIE......
was down with stomach flu on monday morn. got up and threw up three times between 0330 - 0700 and had major diahearo (i STILL cant spell it). so for the rest of mon, i was lying in bed all day from the backache and walking ard (whenever i absolutely HAD to) like an old woman - slow and hunched over. now tt i'm no longer attached to THE system, where i hv to produce evidence of being sick, i chose not to see the doc (the distance to my GP wld hv killed me first) and survived on panadol. thank God for panadol. calorie intake for the day was 100 cal maximum, with a couple of grains of porridge. ha ha. (i can laff NOW because i'm much better now.)
started to recover yest. taken off panadol, and went for my piano lesson which was postponed. did the sorting out and packing of the clothes for the cambodia trip. it wasn't easy. i was so easily tired. thankfully FM was there to help me out.
today did part of the packing of my own stuff for the trip. it was tougher than usual, cos like yest, i just tired out after a while, even tho it was such a light and simple task. still hv the feeling of throwing up after my breakfast of bread with sugar. die... stomach flu bug... DIE.... i'm going to cambodia....
oh, and can i add that its such a torture to smell NICE FOOD (reads: oily).... when i cant eat them .... i smell them EVERYwhere....
started to recover yest. taken off panadol, and went for my piano lesson which was postponed. did the sorting out and packing of the clothes for the cambodia trip. it wasn't easy. i was so easily tired. thankfully FM was there to help me out.
today did part of the packing of my own stuff for the trip. it was tougher than usual, cos like yest, i just tired out after a while, even tho it was such a light and simple task. still hv the feeling of throwing up after my breakfast of bread with sugar. die... stomach flu bug... DIE.... i'm going to cambodia....
oh, and can i add that its such a torture to smell NICE FOOD (reads: oily).... when i cant eat them .... i smell them EVERYwhere....
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
staying focused....
someone from church called me up to inform me abt an opening in his education institution. he's been asking me over the past 3 years with related positions. i've always been keen. cos it involves spending time with kids (but no marking, etc.). involves bringing them overseas, a couple of OCIP trips... which are my passion....
still my passion, but alas, i hv yet to go full steam yet... hence for me to drop wat i've been preparing so far.... was too difficult.... i've been telling pple one has to count the cost when dropping wat they hv to move to something new. i realize, one still has to count the cost, to press onto wat may seemingly be foolish or impractical at this moment....
well, even tho the opening was wat i've always been interested in, reasons for not going for it:
- i just got out of the system, not to get myself into another system so soon.
- i just got out of a job which took up so much of my time and life to get into perspective, not to get myself into another one like that.
- i got out to venture something new which i hvn't really tried properly yet to conclude how it will end up. i've given up enuff to get into it, not to give up halfway.
- i cant bring myself to give up wat i've put in so far into this new venture. too much put into it. too much given up for it.
- God has been stirring my passion for music, so i will follow that...
so this entry is a reminder for myself in case one day i question myself.. which i pray will neva be... for one thing i believe in: neva regret. learn.
still my passion, but alas, i hv yet to go full steam yet... hence for me to drop wat i've been preparing so far.... was too difficult.... i've been telling pple one has to count the cost when dropping wat they hv to move to something new. i realize, one still has to count the cost, to press onto wat may seemingly be foolish or impractical at this moment....
well, even tho the opening was wat i've always been interested in, reasons for not going for it:
- i just got out of the system, not to get myself into another system so soon.
- i just got out of a job which took up so much of my time and life to get into perspective, not to get myself into another one like that.
- i got out to venture something new which i hvn't really tried properly yet to conclude how it will end up. i've given up enuff to get into it, not to give up halfway.
- i cant bring myself to give up wat i've put in so far into this new venture. too much put into it. too much given up for it.
- God has been stirring my passion for music, so i will follow that...
so this entry is a reminder for myself in case one day i question myself.. which i pray will neva be... for one thing i believe in: neva regret. learn.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
still packing....
finally packed away the teaching materials i've packed back from school two months ago.... i packed my christian lit into a box and even spent two hrs or so typing out the titles of each bk. At least i hv an idea of wat literature i own, and now i hv a record i can refer to when i need stuff... if not, wats the point owning the books?
spent two afternoons 'packing' my inbox.... i easily have over 600 mails in my inbox 'collected' since i registered with each server. FM is appalled to see so many items in inbox, while i'm puzzled as to how anyone can only hv 15 items max in his inbox!! anywayz, i've just figured out 'archiving' my emails in my gmail account and am proud to announce that i hv reduced my items in the inbox from over 600 to over 100!! HA HA.
din get to prac piano these couple of days cos just busy going out... with frens.. for the silly funfair (where i managed to successfully dunk a person for the first time, and the farnie thing is, the first person i successfully dunked in my entire life is FM. HA HA).. going for the jam last night..
meanwhile.. my sis has given birth to my FIFTH nephew!! i wanna niece... *sulks* am gonna visit her later...
and here's my travel schedule arranged by Abba coming up:
18th Oct - 23rd Oct -- COSI orphanage, Ang Snoul Province, Cambodia
24th Oct - 1st Nov -- Nong Kai, Northern Thailand
7th Nov - 14th Nov -- Vietnam (Tentative)
5th Dec - 12th Dec -- Baguio, off Manila City, Philippines
WIll need to work on stuff on the trip, my website, my repertiore, reading up on western music, and very imptly waiting upon Him, which i hvn't spent enuff time in... hmm...
spent two afternoons 'packing' my inbox.... i easily have over 600 mails in my inbox 'collected' since i registered with each server. FM is appalled to see so many items in inbox, while i'm puzzled as to how anyone can only hv 15 items max in his inbox!! anywayz, i've just figured out 'archiving' my emails in my gmail account and am proud to announce that i hv reduced my items in the inbox from over 600 to over 100!! HA HA.
din get to prac piano these couple of days cos just busy going out... with frens.. for the silly funfair (where i managed to successfully dunk a person for the first time, and the farnie thing is, the first person i successfully dunked in my entire life is FM. HA HA).. going for the jam last night..
meanwhile.. my sis has given birth to my FIFTH nephew!! i wanna niece... *sulks* am gonna visit her later...
and here's my travel schedule arranged by Abba coming up:
18th Oct - 23rd Oct -- COSI orphanage, Ang Snoul Province, Cambodia
24th Oct - 1st Nov -- Nong Kai, Northern Thailand
7th Nov - 14th Nov -- Vietnam (Tentative)
5th Dec - 12th Dec -- Baguio, off Manila City, Philippines
WIll need to work on stuff on the trip, my website, my repertiore, reading up on western music, and very imptly waiting upon Him, which i hvn't spent enuff time in... hmm...
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
baroque - irregular pearl
that's wat baroque means...
tt's wat i've been occupying myself with other than meeting up with frens etc. hv been reading up on baroque music period on wikipedia. Whilst its 'only one webpage', i've taken 3 days and still only halfway thro it. that's cos i'm also going thro the relevant bits (e.g. counterpoints, fugue, oratorio, etc.) on other wikipedia pages. its kindof strange that i'm actually returning to the study of CLASSICAL music. but who noes, i might just end up teaching piano next year onwards, together with my pursuit of music in performance. cant say i totally understood wat was online.. but at least am trying.. its been interesting despite the 'dry' topic. like PJ told me, i'm a driven person when i find the purpose to do something. i've found purpose in learning these theoretical bits, which is wat drives me to spend time on.
meanwhile, hv been working on my fingering techniques practicisng cramer. also working on jazz pieces and classical pieces (sonata no. 13, the bell)...
today also jammed with the team going to thailand for the worship camp. last week's jam left me overwhelmed, feeling inadequate. but i noe i had to press on and trust God. and today things are working out better. its a new and refreshing experience jamming with 'rock' musicians. ha ha... out of my comfort zone.. but being out of comfort zone always means taht God is gonna teach and show me new things... :)
tt's wat i've been occupying myself with other than meeting up with frens etc. hv been reading up on baroque music period on wikipedia. Whilst its 'only one webpage', i've taken 3 days and still only halfway thro it. that's cos i'm also going thro the relevant bits (e.g. counterpoints, fugue, oratorio, etc.) on other wikipedia pages. its kindof strange that i'm actually returning to the study of CLASSICAL music. but who noes, i might just end up teaching piano next year onwards, together with my pursuit of music in performance. cant say i totally understood wat was online.. but at least am trying.. its been interesting despite the 'dry' topic. like PJ told me, i'm a driven person when i find the purpose to do something. i've found purpose in learning these theoretical bits, which is wat drives me to spend time on.
meanwhile, hv been working on my fingering techniques practicisng cramer. also working on jazz pieces and classical pieces (sonata no. 13, the bell)...
today also jammed with the team going to thailand for the worship camp. last week's jam left me overwhelmed, feeling inadequate. but i noe i had to press on and trust God. and today things are working out better. its a new and refreshing experience jamming with 'rock' musicians. ha ha... out of my comfort zone.. but being out of comfort zone always means taht God is gonna teach and show me new things... :)
Saturday, September 22, 2007
a comment from an *outsider
*from outside the M** system i just got out of
my piano teacher thinks that i
- 'm much much happier now.
- 'm much more patient now than i used to be.
- dun get agitated as easily than previously.
- look better now
- 'm much more energetic
- 've changed.
he's really happy for me i left service under M**
to tink that years ago, ana used to say that i dun hv a temper. the yrs in the system has changed me... to a more confident person, to a more capable person, but also one with shorter fuse (to handle the kids, u start by acting angry, overtime, it just happens as a part of my life even out of sch.)
i'm glad i've left too....
my piano teacher thinks that i
- 'm much much happier now.
- 'm much more patient now than i used to be.
- dun get agitated as easily than previously.
- look better now
- 'm much more energetic
- 've changed.
he's really happy for me i left service under M**
to tink that years ago, ana used to say that i dun hv a temper. the yrs in the system has changed me... to a more confident person, to a more capable person, but also one with shorter fuse (to handle the kids, u start by acting angry, overtime, it just happens as a part of my life even out of sch.)
i'm glad i've left too....
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
five dollars...
is wat my JC assignments, prelim papers, notes, Uni notes (over four years) and thesis materials are worth....
it wasn't easy for me to trash some of these materials. the uni notes, i even had them nicely classified before storing them years back. and my prelim papers for JC, still had the 'very good' getting 50+/75 for my physical geog paper... i tink i scored a 74.5/100 for Maths C PI and 60+/100 for Maths C PII.
with the help of a 'voice' that says 'throw', i packed them into the pile for garang guni. today the garang guni man came... and all that stuff.. worth 5 bucks.. i've sold my past for 5 bucks... but i guess i wldn't need them anywayz... part and parcel of unclutteriong and moving on in life.
five bucks is a lot from garang guni
five bucks is very little for memories....
move on gal....
it wasn't easy for me to trash some of these materials. the uni notes, i even had them nicely classified before storing them years back. and my prelim papers for JC, still had the 'very good' getting 50+/75 for my physical geog paper... i tink i scored a 74.5/100 for Maths C PI and 60+/100 for Maths C PII.
with the help of a 'voice' that says 'throw', i packed them into the pile for garang guni. today the garang guni man came... and all that stuff.. worth 5 bucks.. i've sold my past for 5 bucks... but i guess i wldn't need them anywayz... part and parcel of unclutteriong and moving on in life.
five bucks is a lot from garang guni
five bucks is very little for memories....
move on gal....
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