last mon... 25 jun...

my obs showed us the 'little package' of our little one.. in full glory. it was as if the bb wanted to make sure we see clearly, after the obs spotted it, the bb shifted to give us a clearer view.... its a boy...

i din go.. its a boy! i went... its a boy..... i went home and cried so badly... was going thro gender disappointment... thank God i'm much better after two days... still not sure how i'm gonna connect with a boy, but I'm sure God noes, and He knows whats the best...

so now.. its time to start naming the little one.. i did not realize how that would be a challenge..maybe its just realizing that this name will follow our loved one for the rest of his life, ... and you really want to make it the best... tough! i've always wanted to name my child 'Shalom'. an internet search showed that most people will think that Shalom is a boy.. but somehow, i prefer that name on a gal... so it seems... the search is on... will i ever have 'Shalom'? only God knows...

meanwhile, the bb bump is growing.. and sometimes i feel like my stomach is stretched so thinly, hence i feel so bloated and fat.. aiyo... ana just told me it'll get worse.. eeks! but my bb bump is well-provided for.. ana just passed me some clothes.. my sis just passed me some bb stuff too.. so am thankful to my Provider...