black tie event

went for the black tie event.

God was good. y? i was so gonna be late cos i cldn't get cab for like half an hour. no point panicking, told myself. only prayed quietly for a cab. but still no cab. but there was a reason for that! see, wheni arrived at the function room, i just BUMPED straight into one of the other volunteer i noe. see, i dunno a lot of pple there. so its a GREAT thing to bump into her. and we stuck to each other. if i had a cab and reached on time (according to the invite) i'll be all by myself. speaking of His timing.

anywayz, guess wat?!?!? i've got like Song from song & kelly sitting with us at our table!!! plus a power 98 DJ. (i dunno who she is, cos tt's not my station). plus a yoga guru from India, and a couple who set up their own business in event management. COOL ey! i mean, here's an unglam teacher, with 'glam' pple like Song. He's decent to talk to. nice chap who was trying not to be bored. *laughs* all in all, it was a nice dinner, having acquainted with new pple like that.

i need to learn how to do nite makeup man. my usual makeup tricks are not enuff to get by more 'glam' nites. anyone expert? *laughs*

happy

brought my guitar gals to do community performance. language barrier... difficult for the kids. but i was pleaslantly surprised to hear from some tt they found the experience fruitful nonetheless. really happy.

tis yr's been gd. i get to get my dreams come true. brought kids overseas for community service and now my guit gals.

am looking at an end-aug dive trip tt has some conservational stuff invovled (if not, i'm getting pretty bored w the site). but... really depedns if i get the leave. *fingers-crossed* suuposed to hv some methodist trs gathering tt evening. hope they forget abt it and just sign my leave form.:P

am extremelt exhsausted. had been rushing from place to place... with kids.. or for church since yest morn. collapsing anymoremtn now. just thot i shld blog tt good stuff tt happened to my kids tis afternn. memorabile wat.

OHOH and i just got infvited for a black-tie eevent tom nite!! HOW HOW? i forgot how to dress up proeproly after all these ' i'm darn too tired to care abt how i look'. *panicks*

she aint my sis

just an alien from goodness noes wat planet. (at least i neva call her monster)

Today... ... ...

I got up at 4 plus am to reach sentosa to go to kusu for the reefwalk w TS & EC. It was a nice slow walk on the reeftop. Muddy. Saw interesting stuff, some i see in the sea. tho d colors cant match when i'm in the sea, its still beautiful. except the sun really zapped out the energy. not feeling well lately anywayz.

hung ard and got home in late afternn. tired and snoozed alittle. got up n watched the making of the island (wanna watch tt show!!) and starwars finally!

feeling alittle blue. maybe cos been tired physically. most prob cos i hvn't really been reading the word or praying.

getting tired of drifting ard. tis world is not my home, i'm just a passerby. how impt it is to rem tt thot. but being plugged into this world so real, with all the expectations from pple in all aspects... ... how easy it is to lose sight of the even more REAL, which, doesn't seem so obvious or clear now.

Is tis wat life is abt? Finding the REAL in the midst of the surrounding mounting pressures?

They say its all abt Jesus. Its just abt Jesus. Is it so simple to just focus on Him? How real is Jesus? I'm putting my faith in His name. But tt aint sufficient. Just aint sufficient. So wat? So how? .... .... ....

How real is Jesus to u?

Five years ago

25 July 2000, Tuesday, 0846hr
Day 43 in Cambodia

At LD's place having breakfast now. As usual, in the past 6 days, many things happened. I can cycle! At least balance, but still can't turn. :(

.... ... ... ...

Yest while we were going out for dinner with the field director, etc (whoever), supposed to wait for Js. Where we were supposed to wait for them, there were police doing inspection, along the road, doing body search, holding rifles. It was a little scary waiting there. Actually not scary, but you will feel concerned. Was praying half the time for safety...

In the meantime, saw a mother squatting by the side of a photo shop, with her baby asleep on the floor. I was commenting to AR abt d guy, in front of us who was munching on a 'nom-pang' (bread)that its prob his dinner, and how blessed we are. He was saying tong2 ren2 bu4 tong2 ming4. Which was absolutely true. Wat's d only diff? The diff is where you are born in. There are so many more out there. Am I just going to settle for wat i have while many others are out there suffering? What if Jesus had decided to stay in His own glorious heaven and not come down as a lowly baby?

Then practical thots come along. THots abt yah, spend a few yrs in d mission field, then wat? COmpetition in Spore wld have made me'obsolete'. Maybe work a few yrs, gather some experience as a safety net? Actually, in the first place, I have made education my safety net already. How many safety nets do I need? Isn't the Lord more than sufficient? ...
...

Yi-hee. yest AR & Vim/CO were saying they'll give me an "A" for my khmer considering d fact I was here for only 1 mth plus & without a teacher. But I know it is of an d from the Lord, with all the prayers. If not, dun tink i can move so quickly. :) Can get a little scary sometimes when emailing or wirting stuff, will tink of typing/writing d khmer words.

Sok Mean gave me a little heart which says Just for You on Sunday. So cute & so sweet. :) Chaya passed me foto we took tog. so nice of him to rem. Can still rem how he wanted the nice bkgrd behind us, then pose, then no negative!! hee hee. Received a little from .... yest. Very interesting letter. Shall end here. Tired already. :)

0916hr

going thro the motions....

been v tired over d week. so how i lived was just going thro the motions... moving from point a to b, going thro some usual motions, den from b to c.... while going thro these motions, some of the things which happened:

1. realization tt national day hol (for two days) are ruined. last min informed tt pple like me hv to accompnay kids to some 'do your community some good' performance over the national day eve and the PH itself. like FULL day stuff tt ends at nite. consolation, at least my kids were quite enthusiatic abt tt stuff... so its like more worthwhile burning the two days. just irritated abt the 'seemingly-efficient' 'high and mighty ones' who can only arrow and deprive their bonded slaves of their rest so LAST MINUTE.

2. surprised tt despite being tired and running thro the motions, i'm able to during a class itself come up w something fun for kids (cos they really look like they need to be kept them alive and awake). the method itself i thot was effective and fun in teaching the drawing of diagrams. so... wow. not going thro the motions afterall - during that session.

3. my PE boss told me she's excited abt speaking to my P abt introducing diving as an enrichment so we might have something interesting to get into media. and could be pushing for like overseas trip - more than wat i had been asking for - just a discovery session. but alas... P's been too busy to speak to her, and this boss is leavig soon..

4a. juz witnessed an old pal's wedding today. happy for him. :) at the same time, met up w some old jc frens. was feeling anti-social at first. later, circumstance forced me to open up and engage in some small talk for a while. all was good.

4b. cannot stand wat the pastor was speaking during the exhortation. being insensitive, and i tink biblically unsound, he said... pple 'pi4 xu1' (MUST/NEED TO) find a second half, pple 'pi4 xu1' leave parents and start a new family... com'on. its good for that to happen and i truly believe that. but doesn't mean if that doesn't happen it makes anyone incomplete. Apostle Paul spoke abt how if u dun hv the 'need/urge' to engage in this sortof commitment, den its better u stay that way to serve GOd better. everytime he went into the 'pi4 xu1' i just turned to my fren and gave her the... 'i'm so walking out of here' expression and we laughed. lol.
also... wat kind of analogy is 'marriage is like coffee. when u order coffee from coffee shop, u dun tell the person i wan coffee with sugar and milk. it comes with it. marriage of two persons is like the 'coffee with sugar and milk.. they are integrated together.'...... ...... ....... ...... lol

5. finally got my hands on starwars!!! AH HA HA HA. am gonna watch that soon. :)

6. another boo boo happened. but i cannot be bothered to expound on it.

7. brought gals sailing. a little disappointed i cldn't join them for the 7-session course cos of another project in aug. but had a really good time interacting with them during the process.

8. had a terrible dream tt kept me tired. i dreamt i was working til like 4am. and i was like... oh no have to get up at 5am, must try to work faster so i can sleep. and i finished my work at 4.45am. only 15 mins to sleep before getting up for school. it was then i woke up. as in really wake up. but the feeling is... i hvn't slept a wink, because the dream was so real. humbug.

meanwhile, i'm gonna go snooze n go for jazz by the beach tonite. FINALLY! :) still going thro the motions a bit...

caffienated giraffe

did not sleep last nite. because stupid me drank lodsa coke. bought 1.5l of coke on sat to satisfy my craving on fri nite. drank and darnk yest happily at nite, forgetting that... it... has.. loads... of... caffiene.

frustrating day. handling 'very-concerned' parent who doesn't consider the bigger picture, brining the matter up to my P and VP. so wasted time handling something which, cld be settled in a much shorter time if she had called me direct instead.

racial harmony day celebration in sch today. so i wore my sarong kebaya. FINALLY. so i've donned punjabi, cheongsam, sari, and sarong kebaya oredi. just finding a chance to wear my vietnamese ao yai i tailor made 5 years ago before i become too fat for it. (its tailormade see..)

and i just BOOed again. got the date i'm sending my gals to do community performance wrong. like i kept thinking i told the lady its 28th, but she was expecting us on 21st. @#$#&*(@ yeah. tink i've just created a new verb in vocabulary for pple like me. BOO - (v) doing something really stupid without knowing until its almost too late, or simply too late. typically an action carried out by scatterbrains.

just wrote a super long letter to starhub expressing my disappointment with the provider. was like irritated but hopeful6 they cld do something abt my situation last tues. was damn pissed off yesterday. called them up today. had a nice chap on d fon, nice, but cant do anything to help my situation. so i just shot a nice long letter to feedback how they will be losing a customer (in two years lah, cos i'm stuck) because of how the situation was dealt with.

tis week is gonna be a long one in whcih i will leave work late everyday. didn't start off rested or prepared for this week. but watever, things are not rosy, but they are not bad. so just live on... anywayz, its just temproal. there are more impt things.

and oh yes J, there's like NO DETAILS. because we only exchanged a couple of smses. and tt's like so enough to turn me super duper off, with the exception that it makes an interesting conversation topic w my pals and we can all laugh at it. u need strange things like that in life. :) and of course, ana felt REALLY BAD about it. *laughs* tt otta teach her a lesson to try to do things like that. *chuckles*

*waiting for bedtime to crash*

always look on the bright siiide of life... *whistle*

spent the ENTIRE day on course on a Saturday.

music course. looking on the bright side of life:
- someone told me someone said tt i'm hot. ah ha ha.
- i was on a super 'winning' streak. one of the activities - bingo. i had like a double bingo! and then, i 'won' a music activity book during a session from a 'lucky draw'. LN cldn't believe his luck, sitting beside me and watching me win all the stuff. *laughs*

well... but missed jazz by the beach. :( after a lot of 'misses' of pple who agreed to go w me, but pulled out like... one a week ago, another one two days ago, another one just today. was too tired to go alone. may try that next week.

meanwhile something REALLY interesting. Ana tried to hook me up like with her fren's son sort of thing. it hilarious. but i agreed to let her for the fun of it (more for HER fun cos she's been bugging me real long). i mean, absolutely NO OBLIGATIONS and no harm done. but this guy.. man he's a weirdo!! like among his first few sms-es were like... "are you a catholic?"; "did anyone mention to you that i'm a 'pious' catholic?"; "which church are you from?" MY GOSH!! U THINK WAT? I WAN TO MARRY YOU!?!? like or... I HAVE TO BE MS PERFECT? oh.. MS GODLY to be a fren? i mean... i understd when pple are concerned abt religion. hey i am too! but i dun go round telling pple i'm a 'staunch' christian and am only interested in like.. holy pple? wat is this? some holy moley thing? SPARE ME! BUT its really worth a laugh. :)

anywayz, sailing is struck off my list now because of other work commitments. so... not too bad. maybe i can finally slowly lose my tan before i get another one end of the year. :)

and cheers to all the weird, unattached pple.. and the hot ;) unattached pple... LOL.... sorriez... still amused. *chuckles*

happy auntie giraffe

after a long week, and long day today, i've called it quits and took a cab home as early as i could today. wat awaited me was something very pleasant.

BOTH my sisters and cutie nephews were home!!!! its the first time ever i see the two cuties together. first thing i did was to whip out the camera and started shooting them tog. heh. and i had fun w the elder one, who's only 1 year plus.

really nice.... :) but still exhausted. wld oredi b concuzzed an hour ago had it not been for those handsome boys... :)

At Looooooooong Last...

I went running!!!

It was the usual 3km run. But I took 3 minutes longer. Drats.

Den went to buy chocolate bar, wafers, choc chip cookies. Sadly, not for my consumption. Using it to teach weathering this week. Mua ha ha... how to teach weathering w that? Use ur imagination and try to guess. I might just pass u one choc chip cookie if u guess correctly. *laughs*

Hope i'll run again

Taken from June 30, 2005

The Power of a Transcendent Life
by Francis Frangipane
Frangipane Ministries, Inc.

There are a great many books written today about developing our
spiritual gifts or discovering our purpose . . . most of them are
absolutely worthy of our attention. Recognizing our gifts and being
trained to serve God in our individual calling is part of doing His
will. Yet, there is a deeper, more essential goal -- an objective that
is ultimately far more valuable both to God and ourselves. I am talking
about the genuine quest to possess the likeness of Christ.

To seek spiritual fulfillment
from "our ministry" or "gifting" is to walk a path that actually leads
away from the fulfillment.

A "calling" or task may be to serve as a pastor or teacher or a
housewife or in the marketplace, but regardless of my outward
responsibilities, my core destiny -- the reality that continues
unfolding within me regardless of outward circumstances -- is to
embrace a life "conformed to the image of [God's] Son."

You see, our destiny is not what we do for God, but who we become to
Him. As we reach for Christlikeness, our love for God becomes richer,
our witness to sinners more powerful, and our secret life holy. As we
seek conformity to Jesus, we discover that all our spiritual desires
are rooted and nourished by conformity to Him.

The fact that the gifts and calling of God operate somewhat independent
of our character tell us that God will use imperfect people. But we
still must beware. A day may come when we look to our gifts or ministry
and plead, "Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your
name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many miracles?" But
Christ will not have it.

Instead, He will utter those most terrible words, "I never knew you;
depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness" (Matt 7:21-23).

You see, our gifts are necessary and understanding our calling is
vital. Yet, attaining the nature of Christ is our destiny.

Beloved, as we approach the end of the age, a new priority is coming to
God's people: the summing up of "all things in Christ" (see Eph
1:9-10). Both our gifts and our calling must serve our destiny, which
is to reveal the nature of Christ. The focus that brings meaning and
fulfillment is that which works to conform us inwardly to Christ. Our
lives are to become "a fragrance of Christ to God" (2 Cor 2:15). Yes,
the path to Christlikeness is the way to transcendent life of God.

Transcendance between two countries...

i went shopping in jb... with my dad.... yeah. my dad. no one could make it down (it was a pretty last min decision). i was all ready to go on my own cos need to get some shoes. and since my dad also happen to be going, we decided to go tog. (note: my dad doesn't shop. his... the... asian... dad). in the end, he did his stuff, i did mine and we met up later. :)

anywayz,some interesting things:

1. I saw quite a lot of st. johns boys n gals selling flags. (not quite flags, just with boxes for u to donate money). interesting point: the location. they were standing just BESIDE all the little immigration booths for both the entry AND exit points. honestly, singapore will not agree to this COMPLETELY. i'm not for or against this. just an interesting note from a local (institutioned) educator's point of view.

2. why is it pple claim that our country is more efficient, but our immigration neva live up to that name? most of the time, if not always when i cross the borders, i usually end up taking a significantly longer time at our end... then the other end. i cld pass the immigration that quickly, only to find myself stuck in my homeland's fence. vice versa. today, on the bike, same thing, to and fro. well, it cld b the security thing, it cld also be there are less counters open at our end. watever it is, doesn't matter, just an observation. :)

3. while stuck with 99% of the gender with the XY chromosones just outside the road leading to the immigration booths, i saw an interesting conversation struck up when one guy (the DOM type of look) with another when the former's scoot cldn't start up. its interesting to feel the tension... the interflux of intense competition (trying to get next in line) and the slight wavers of human kindness (when u see pple smile, or simply show some nuances of expression overhearing that conversation).

4. Barney speaks Malay!! (in Giant supermart)... urm... pun intended. *laughs*

Ok. I'm pretty tired. along the way, i had the time to tink of the things that are in my portfolio in the weeks to come. *shuddrs*. but i will NOT WORK TODAY!!! and start mugging tom.. hehz....

oh, and i got 3 pairs of shoes and 3 tops (one from a Mango sale, which is definitely a more humanizing experience than that of singapore's!!)

Top 10 Yeahs & Bleahs of my Panasonic

Yeahs
1. I can fwd a sms to multiple recipients FOR THE FIRST TIME (i tink. will test the function out later).
2. its red.
3. the sms-ing keys are almost the same as that of samsung. so dun hv to encounter much changes in adapting than if i had changed to a nokia)
4. the alarm actually still works even if i turn off the fon!!! (unlike my previous samsung)
5. cooler game than samsung (if othello counts. we are talking abt RELATIVITY here)
6. its red
7. its one of the smaller fons ard in the mkt now. (fons are pretty huge now)
8. its got camera and recorder function, not like i use it. tink the mpix is small, if i'm not wrong.
9. dunno abt memory space. but quite big? (compared to old samsung again)
10. its red

bleahs
1. bleah ringtones
2. bleah msg tones
3. bleah and few choices of ring and msg tones
4. softest volume chosen is still pretty loud
5. no spare batt
6. u cannot find a contact no. easily. it only brings u to the first alphabet of the name, thereafter, happy scrolling
7. its not a clamshell
8. calender function sucks - u can record ur schedule. BUT it only shows the list of activities... and do not reflect the activities if u just scroll to the date itself. wats the point when u hv to check if u are free on THAT date?
9. its not a clamshell
10. and "BESTEST" of all best... its got jay chou's faces in some of the options for wallpaper.... SAVE ME!!!!

Still getting to noe my little red fren....

and of course, i still hvn't touched my work review and its so gonna be overdue by tom.....

i just finished a book in 4 hours...

thanks to EC who shoved Every Boy's One by Meg Cabot to me on Sun despite i telling her i wanna finish another book (which i did in 2 days)... i've been crazy....

anywayz, this book is not as interesting as the first one i read by Meg.... still entertaining.. and i can return it before its overdue and dear EC gets fined...

when actually I SHLD BE DOING MY WORK REVIEW cos its kindof overdue soon.. CHONG EC!!!!....

in any case, she just stopped me from watching CSI... lol.... siao cha bor.. and she's holding on the fon waiting for me to blog this now... ah ha ha ha....

we are both crazy....

change? experiment?

I just got a new mobile. Its a RED panasonic sliding fon. I've finally gotten my red fon. dun get me wrong. i love white fons. my previous 3 fons were white.. but somehow... they get yellowish and dun look as nice after a while. red.. is a nice change. i used to go with samsung... despite it failing me time and time again... but now decided to go with panasonic, because samsung just did not hv the clamsheel i've always adored since day 1, and sitll adore. and yes... speaking of clamshell... i told pple... i will neva get sliding... i stick to clamshell.. sadly there are no decent clamshells ard (nokia has improved on their clamshell.. but still too bulky.. and well.. its nokia)..... so... the next best is the red sliding.. .lol

i hope it works out. haven't tested the sound yet. shall wait till tom when its fully charged

in any case... took longer than expected to get the fon. thot i'll head home from parkway after church... but no.... ended up in PS.... thot i'll leave at 5 to catch Minority Report.. but no..... ended up getting EC's fon as well and watching War of the Worlds. Its scary and exciting at the begining.. but alas.... liek mr n mrs smith... enidng was..... lame....

anywayz, meet up with bui bui and EC for lunch... so was good... shopped for fon with EC. i came back with 2 and she with one.... darn tired now. trying to finish the book Backpack i started two nites ago.. before sch... i've been doing nothing but reading this book since i started... lol.... man.... must finish.. must finish.....

ok... enff updates.. hungry

For my dear ones who love me...

I feel obligated to blog a bit despite work because I noe there are those who reads my blog to check out how i am....

1 week following my break to ko samui
- its mean literally work work work.. right from i touched down changi (even in samui airport). *laughs*
- spent a day doing a field work course.. it was... ok...
- went to chekc if i qualify for lasik.. and yeah.. i'm scheduled for that in Sept!! ExCITED MAN!!
- caught up w old bro P. visited his cafe and showroom. its really nice to hear tt i'm missed... i mean.. seirously.. i'd been away from church and CG (not deliberately)... not noeing tt.. pple actually do miss me. i'm not attention-seeking here.. all im saying is.. it feels good when u realize tt pple do miss u... ke ke

today....
school reopened!!!!! *tears out hair* but honestly, it went smoother than i thot, for the first day.. so thank God.

meanwhile.. its more meetings and projects.. so i'm so looking forward to dec hols... :)

any idea

how long it takes to airmail something from Britain to Singapore?

Muaz purchased a dive rattler from ebay.... item sent on 1 Jun via airmail... still no news... dun tell me lost in mail.... no way of like getting refund? any idea anyone?

Current mood: very disappointed

tis trip...

1. was a super nuah one. for once, i dun journal my trip.
2. got my butt sunburnt from snockelling. i mean, seriously, butt burn? neva heard of it. but IT FREAKING HAPPENED TO ME. EC called me baboon thereafter.
3. managed to dive thanks to EC's pushing. always game for diving, but the thot of doing it alone, at the same time leaving her behind (but she had fun without me).
4. diving was great. hey, its rare to have an asian female going diving alone in these places and i was the only one. mua ha ha. felt weird at first. cos all ang moh ppl. buddied an english guy. EC was proud of me, said i did us asian woman proud, but just as she said that, i went 'yay' and ... tripped... wat an anticlimax. lol
5. (learnt from previous trip too).... generosity. i was brought up to be thrifty. but i've learnt... the gift of generosity and hospitality from my hosts. very touched.
6. i finished up a 'trash' book... and urm bought like 3 2nd hand books... which i tink i can only get to read next hol, next next hol, and next next next hol. lol

Finally, an interesting point to note for the benefit of my dear EC:
a snockel is not the same as a mask. ;)

cant rem the rest oredi. tt's the prob of not journaling during the trip. but good enuff. better move on to other stuff now....

buaz holidays.....

koh samui - itinerary (changing everyday)

12 Jun (Sun)
4pm - meet EC at bugis to go JB
6pm - got into a slight hassle w personnel in JB, they den sent us to Larkin. (their fault)
6.30pm - left Larkin for Hatyai

13 Jun (Mon)
Morn - reached Hatyai, get tix for Samui
Morn to afternn - SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
Afternn to night - shop, bargain, eat (JAP!), drink, walk, shop, bargain, eat (watever), drink, walk...

14 Jun (Tues)
Morn - BF (bakkutteh)
Morn to Late evening - Travel to Samui (van, irritating wait at surat thani, ferry)
Evening to nite - washup, dinner w AR (my new fren in thaild) & frens

15 Jun (Wed)
Morn to evening - snockelling at Koh Tao & Pangyan
Nite - Dinner w AR & fren, den a nice walk by the beach.

16 Jun (Thurs)
Morn to afternn - out sightseeing w EC, AR & fren
Afternn onwards - i cant rem. but i vaguely remembered we decided to fly back and forfeit our coach tix, and i got psychoed by EC to dive the following day (ALONE!).

17 Jun (Fri)
I WENT DIVING DIVING DIVING.

18 Jun (Sat)
Morn - Spent more than an hour in the sea. EC n I went crazy doing stupid things like.... having waves crash at us, racing each other (as in running) in the sea, doing stunts (i hv yet to master doing handstands and she yet to master doing forward roll) in the water, i managed to tred water for 3 mins, back float, learning to open my eyes in the sea,..... all the while, me without my glasses....
Morn - got ousted out by our guesthouse cos they were full. so we packed and transfered to another one, with a beach with turgid water. gosh.
Afternn - Went to Nathon. Walked around. Getting bored. D
Evening - Dinner w EC, AR & fren

19 Jun (Sun)
Morn - we still did not manage to wake up to see the sunrise. wanted to swim again, but the thot of the sea with nice water so far away...
Packed and checked out.
Morn to Afternoon - walked and walked for at least 2 hours. we bought beer along the way while walking.. and the sun, the laughter, the exhaustion reduced our alchol tolerance, we got lightheaded. *laughs* but not drunk or high. just lightheaded on the street
Afternn till evening - on board i cannot rem wat flight home.

End of holiday - start of work (LITERALLY)

I only blogged tis cos i did not journal in my travel journal. if i dun blog, i will forget.

packing and packing and packing

packing has pretty much been my preoccupation lately while at home (not much anywayz).

20 may - packed for a three day dive trip 20 - 23 may.
24 May - packed for a three day S3 camp 25 - 27 may.
30 may - packed for an elevan day work trip to china 31 may - 10 jun.
12 jun - will be packing for a not sure how many days trip to koh samui 12 jun - 19 jun??

i'm actually getting quite sick of packing. almost gave up packing for my china trip. dun wanna tink of packing tom. but finally hols is beginning for me. not much left really.

given these activities, i am super chao dta now. sigh. but KOH SAMUI!!! HERE I COME!!!